if you had this time again,
would you do it all the same?
all the colours that you bring
all come rushing back again.
an endlessly dark tunnel.
finally peaked a speck of light.
it’s been an incredibly tough couple of days. it’s difficult to describe, difficult to comprehend the beginning of the summer. even now, i told myself i’d come here with a ton to write but it seems as if i’m drawing blanks.
a huge part of me is missing now. and i knew it would be tough but never this tough. i can’t speak for your actions but you’ve left your words to me to become meaningless. and that hurt, more than anything - but i shouldn’t have been surprised.
just as it seemed as if everything was going downhill, one email filled a new spot of me that i hope will be the start of the rest of my life. i can’t thank you enough for the opportunity, and it couldn’t have come at a better time.
closer to my dreams.
brought out a smile on otherwise a horrible day.
thanks to all my friends. i’ve missed you so, so much.
4 o’clock in the morning
and i’ve never been so lost before. it’s never been so hard for me to put feelings into words, words into actions. it’s never been so hard for me to not want to go home, yet at the same time hate being out. simon fraser’s quietness is bittersweet.
one more exam to go. just one. life can wait. but can it really?
only thing keeping me sane are silly serendipitous memories of the good times and MS54.
blaaah
Have you got a particular skill that people might not know about? (x)
This really is a talent. I’ve been trying to do so for the past 5 minutes and I still can’t get it.
Hahah cute.
(Source: jasonnywithnochance)
When the beats are goin
And all of a sudden; silence, a slow beat, and the bittersweet melody of the piano.
Shivers - up and down my back, in and out of my soul.
LOL.
after 10 minutes of singing sun and moon over and over again while driving, windows rolled down and going all out (emotions, faces, even turned off the music playing in the car)…
i realized how shitty i sounded. hahahaha
